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01-09-2022, 02:25 PM | #1 | |||
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my sleeping is horrid. my thoughts are horrid. i have no energy. my eating is out of control. my spending is out of control. i seem to having trouble with my irritability and anger. at least i learned something about martin luther who was probably bipolar and later in life a huge anti Semite whom Hitler would quote. I don't get why the roman catholics of his time just went with him.
i just use the word Gaba. i have been listening to baroque music which isn't helping. I was trying to read a prayer book but aby keeps on knocking it off. i am very angry at myself for not doing the p.t. exercises. i lately seem to have no self control. |
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01-09-2022, 07:12 PM | #2 | |||
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Bobby what happened? you were doing better?
love you bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-10-2022, 08:01 AM | #3 | |||
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I don't have a clue. i was raging yesterday. I didn't dare call any of my friends.
zeynep's sister is dying of cancer. The other day she called and talked about a half another about Peri. I freak everytime I get an email from her. Linda's eldest son had a pancreas transplant so she is terrified of his dying from the virus. I couldn't call Kathy because I know she loves me but can get me upset. I kept on thinking of all the self absorbed and selfish people. They fill me with rage right now. I didn't want to bother Joyce. I was a beast yesterday. I just can't stand the isolation. love bobby still filled with rage and little sleep. thank God I AM AFRAID OF GOD. Left untreated, symptoms usually worsen, with 39% of people with bipolar disorder eventually being hospitalized—more than any other mental health condition! And people with bipolar disorder are 15 times more likely to attempt suicide than the general population. |
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01-10-2022, 08:31 AM | #4 | |||
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surprise i just checked how much my k cups cost. they were about 6 dollars cheaper. i can't believe it. bought two. then i saw the gaba was cancelled. i did buy Inositol. I had read that I use little moo moo coffee creamer and they went up from 9 dollars to 38. dollarsi Gaba could interfere with your blood pressure. Maybe things are changing.
i have never been a jealous person but lately with this isolation I am jealous of people who are having fun and not alone. i screwed up ordering from fresh. i bought so many bags of greens by accident and i bet most will rot. i also ordered more chocolate and i had potato chips. totally out of control. yes I have been praying. i do believe the more you suffer the more you get closer to God. It is almost the easy way. I so wish I had Suri to talk to. Alice was a dear and helped with Zoom. She is the opposite of self absorbed besides being brilliant and kind. I couldn't call her yesterday. She worries about me. Now her two kitty cats are sick. |
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01-10-2022, 10:01 AM | #5 | ||
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Bobby
I'm sorry its so bad right now. I don't have any answers. I'm wondering if when it starts to get so bad. If screaming would help. Also I'm thinking maybe instead of calling Alice for help you could think about calling her to listen about her kitty cats see if maybe you could help her. I do realize that isn't exactly helping you, But I think you will find it will help you. Maybe not with what you need but some things. Donna |
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01-17-2022, 10:50 AM | #6 | |||
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this is a great website for depression an anxiety and also IBS. Anxiety and Depression Support | HealthUnlocked I go there and it helps me realize i am not alone. so much suffering. if i could cry i would.
still waking up each morning and thinking I love my mother and she couldn't help herself. fell off the bed again reaching for something. big black and blue. i won't cancel my p.t. appointment tomorrow. i need his compassion and help with the simple exercises. |
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01-28-2022, 11:05 AM | #8 | |||
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interesting
In 1964 in Albuquerque, New Mexico, when this woman got pregnant her senior year in high school, the principal told her she would not be allowed to graduate. She begged the school to change its mind. It did, but there were conditions. She was not allowed to talk to the other students. She was barred from eating in the cafeteria. She could not come to school more than five minutes in advance of the opening bell, and she had to leave school within five minutes of the closing bell. And she was not allowed to get her diploma onstage with the rest of the students. She did marry the father of her child, but it lasted only a year. He was not a good husband and not a good father. After the divorce, he never had any contact whatsoever with his ex-wife and their son. A couple of years later, she married a Cuban emigrant, a good and decent man. He adopted her son and gave him his name. Many years later, in 2013, the biological father was operating a bicycle shop in California when a writer/reporter came by and asked if he could talk to him. That was when the biological father, Ted Jorgensen, found out that his biological son is Jeff Bezos, the richest man in the world. Today, when Bezos exited the space capsule, the first person he hugged was his mother. |
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01-28-2022, 12:41 PM | #9 | ||
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Thanks Bobby
That is a neat story. And I think that was the norm when she was graduating from high school. Not that I think it was right. But I'm so glad she not only graduated. But found a good guy for a husband and dad for her son. Donna |
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02-03-2022, 08:15 AM | #10 | |||
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i forgot i found some wise quotes by ataturk if you are interested.
TOP 25 QUOTES BY MUSTAFA KEMAL ATATURK (of 58) | A-Z Quotes |
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