[mymorgy]

don't worry about it Donna. no big deal. can you believe i am still watching the news.? i really help my depression. so nuts.
love
bobby

[mymorgy]

just bought two more tops.
posted on facebook how father became my hero.
and also my sex maniac friend who a guy i was beginning a relationship with told me to get rid of her because she tried to go after him. like a fool I didn't.
she had two illegal abortions in college and when she finally got married she
she couldn't have children but it was probably her husbands fault. they adopted two newborns and now she she is a grandmother.

[mymorgy]

i was so tired that i could only walk three laps and fell down and had such a hard time getting up. my legs are so weak. it just got worse.

[bizi]

what do you mean when you say laps?
like around your apartment?
just curious. sorry you fell again.
hate to hear this.
love bizi

[mymorgy]

it has always been my legs but this was the left leg. the right leg has been weak since my stroke. you got to be kidding about taking a bath. it is impossible. this time both getting in and then getting out. my leg even hurts when i am not doing anything. i use sponges.
i can't stop watching the news. this nuclear stuff and the madman-how more dangerous can the world be. i am hoping for a coup to get rid of the monster before he blows up the world.

[bizi]

tell me again about your foot?
bizi

[mymorgy]

i don't understand your post at all.
today
i got on the floor to plug in the cable. i totally forgot that because of my leg i can't get up. i did what i usually do now and sit on the chair and connect the kindle.. everything was fine.
sometimes i even forget to take the walker. i am not used it.
fondly,
bobby

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

It didn't make sense that you just got on the floor, I didn't realize
you usually get on a chair. That was the reason for my post.

So I'm sorry it didn't make sense. I was trying to help so next time
you wouldn't have to sit on the floor to hook the cable up.

I personally can't ever get on the floor without someone to help
me get up. I'm working on it. But I don't have the strength I need
in my ankles. I haven't figured out a way to get that strength in them.

SO I always put my wires next to the couch so I have a way to plug in.

I didn't mean to mix you up, or confuse you.

Donna

[mymorgy]

i mean i just walk around the hall 4 times. there are four turns. i can't explain it any better. i was so upset. i seem to be going backwards. my stomach is really hurting. i am eating terribly. i had a bag of corn chips. i have no idea what to eat. i am being so self destructive. i had chocolate and jelly beans. was afraid my denture would break again or my tooth. very upset of my compulsive spending, i think i am losing it and frightened.
love
bobby

[mymorgy]

it is the ankle and the leg. after i walked outside with the walker my p.t. thought i did great but at the end they got weaker and i was caught before i fell. stupidly i didn't rest for a couple of days. the next i went downstairs with the walker for the mail. when i came back up my good leg and ankle twisted and went down hard. i felt around and didn't feel anything broken. when i tried to get up my right ankle kept on turning painfully and i couldn't get up. i crawled to the phone and three workers came up and lifted me to the bed.
i lay there for 5 hours until marci came. she had to call her coordinator who called 911. i didn't want to go to the hospital. the guy stand stand and i was able to stand.
i still have a lot of pain and obviously poor balance. this one is going to take a long time. i can't tell you how upset and depressed i am.