I took MOM while hospitalized don't remember if it worked. keep me posted.
love
bizi

Hoping it works for you.

Donna

hasn't worked yet/ i have so many aches and pains

The double dose lactulose seems to be working I had a small -medium bm just now, I wish there was a magic pill. biscodle or something spelled a bit differently. worked but that is explosive diarrhea, like the mag citrate.
I would be afraid to go anywhere if I took the mag citrate again.
I know that you bobby sing its praises.



I am sorry you are sore, have so many aches and pains.
Getting older is not for sissies!
What rub do you use when you are hurting?
There is a lot on the market. what do you use?


((((HUGS))))
love,
bizi

what do you use for your knee pain.
last night was horrible. i kept on wishing i were dead. i am terrified of God and would never commit suicide. my internist i guess won't give me a prescription drug for the constipation. i will try miralax again but give it more time. i also bought some phillip caplets that stopped working after years. i just found that you can use magnesium citrate powder and add water for a laxative.t hey have recalled magnesium liquid. i still have a lot. there are no cheap places to buy it.
i haven't been doing my p.t. exercises because of pain and painful stomach aches. i am so irritable but i have been successful in only swearing in four or five days.
i am so frustrated about my new celllphone. i wrote robert twice for help. i have difficulty seeing and hearing some instructions. double rats.
so many times i wish i were dead but what a joke this is the happiest time in my life. can you imagine what my life was like with all the suffering? I blame my toxic family more than i blame being bipolar and drug resistant, i keep on thinking of my sister rotting in her coffin. she had said when she reached a 100 there would be a huge celebration and then when i reached a hundred it would no big deal. when she was an adult she expressed resentment that she was left whereas i had go pick up father when he was drunk. what a self absorbed dumbbell.
I am not rereading this. so much suffering.
love you,
bobby

i feel like such a half wit but i think my anger has gone away

Bobby

If its helping your anger keep writing about it. I now that when
I'm upset about something I write it out and it helps me.

Donna

I am sorry that you are suffering.
And your MD won't order you something for constipation. the lactulose I take a double dose and it works about 16 hours later. so it does not produce a BM for many hours,soft stools,
no straining, no diarrhea. small -medium amounts.
It is very slippery sweet thick like syrup. I don't mind it but using a double dose I will run out in 12 more days. I need to have my MDOC call me in the higher dose.
I was using blue emu gel,I also have asper cream which is good.I stopped using them because I only hurt when I get down on the floor. and out of bed in the mornings.
I am glad that your anger has gone away.
You are not a half wit.I think you are still intelligent,
loyal, a fighter, a good friend.
love,
bizi

i just haven't felt well in so long. I think i am back to swearing. The rabbi intern said there is nothing about it in jewish books except not to use God.
I started eating junk. nothing appeals to except chinese food and the thought of most food makes me nauseated. I did try that laxative and it didn't work.
I am still interested in reading more Plato about Socrates. I began reading plays by Aristophanes. Right now I have started seven books that I am reading. television shows are so stupid. I still watch the news. I guess my mind isn't shot. Most things bore me. I am stimulated by two young very bright, sharp and kind volunteers. I hold my own.
marci came an hour late and didn't call. ticked me off. of course continue to follow the economy and stock market.

i really got frustrated. I got my new smartphone and called tracfone to help me. I felt so stupid. I spoke with three different people who told me different things so they were a-holes. I think part of the problem is my old phone is still working and they didn't turn it off. what a-holes. I also had trouble hearing the voice on the phone and seeing some of the writing on the phone. it was stupidly faint. i know I have to have cataract surgery but hoping the virus won't be as prevalent. Thank God Robert is a genius and will come over on friday or saturday and make it work..
also scared about my next credit card bill. it will be the biggest.