i am such a wreck and my stomach hurts. i wrote the manager of my building to see if they fixed the rent yet. this was my second email. Then i just left a voicemail to another worker there. i always think the worse- i hate this depression and feeling terrified.

Think I am making progress with my rent. got a call back from one of the people in the building and was told to call finance and have them send a copy of the tax abatement for scrie.
i had just gotten information from the finance department which had new current rent and abatement credit. I was told today the building is receiving it.
I had told the building that my new lease was the same as my old lease.
Still a stomach ache but I think things make soon be resolved.
was so frightenedly depressed this morning and felt i just couldn't cope. I can't wait for pudgy's new blood test.

I hope this situation will resolve quickly now, it sounds as though it will.
Sorry for your stomach. Stress and IBS don't do well together.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

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i ate too many raisins last night and suffered all night and again got severely depressed and couldn't sleep much. i threw out the raisons and craisins this morning..
this is my biggest terror week. Robert is taking pudge for another blood test.
I so hope the last one was a fluke. She seems so fine.
Last night i took 2 cape aloe vera pills. I did go but I don't know if it was from them. i will try again tonight. It would be great if they really worked for constipation. i still have bottles of magnesium citrate liquid but am afraid to use the up. they might not sell them again. a friend said she would write the recipe her genius devoted husband figured out.
My p.t. was proud of me yesterday. he said i was going the correct pace-slow. I go fast but yesterday could only go slow.
love,
bobby so scared

I went, had a bm today. after taking 1 biscodyl and accidently took 2 of my linzess. They are not working for me.It has been 6 weeks. greatest relief is
supposed to be in 12 weeks.I keep having to take laxatives because I get constipated. and need relief.
sigh
love,
bizi

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I wish i could afford my former psychiatrist because he could help me find a medication that might help. he stopped taking medicare and would charge 60 a month for clonazapam..
I am severely depressed as usual and can't control my eating which is making my ibs-c even worse. I ordered food yesterday but still can't make myself put it in the freezer and refrigerator. i throw out so much food anyways..
i am sleeping more and go to bed at 8.
pudgy still acting fine and will have her last blood test on thursday. i am freaking out about that.
i am starting NAC and am about to order valerian root.;
i hope i can get myself to continue reading Marcus Aurelius- a really good guy.
i will try to do three sets of exercises each day.
weird i had the third booster on Monday and have gotten back some of my cognitive abilities i lost after the second booster.
my stomach is aching.

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thinking of yo today bobby.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I hope things are better today. I'm glad you could get the two blocks
to the drug store. That was the good accomplishment.

Even when having to take a cab back.

Donna