I wish i could afford my former psychiatrist because he could help me find a medication that might help. he stopped taking medicare and would charge 60 a month for clonazapam..
I am severely depressed as usual and can't control my eating which is making my ibs-c even worse. I ordered food yesterday but still can't make myself put it in the freezer and refrigerator. i throw out so much food anyways..
i am sleeping more and go to bed at 8.
pudgy still acting fine and will have her last blood test on thursday. i am freaking out about that.
i am starting NAC and am about to order valerian root.;
i hope i can get myself to continue reading Marcus Aurelius- a really good guy.
i will try to do three sets of exercises each day.
weird i had the third booster on Monday and have gotten back some of my cognitive abilities i lost after the second booster.
my stomach is aching.

my nickname was giggles with linda and my sister's was nuts.
love,
bobby