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12-29-2007, 12:05 PM
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Dear Friends,
Before she died, unbeknownst to me, my girlfriend arranged to have an eBirthday Card sent to me on the 29th, (my birthday). My first thought when I saw the email sending address today was that someone else was using her account. My second thought was simply delusional, the scrap of straw that a drowning man grasps as a life raft. She expressed all the affection and delight that we always shared in each others company, and sent me birthday wishes from her, her cats and her "fantasy dog", showing again that she was looking to the future with anticipation. I know that I am being childish, but the same thought repeats in my brain like a mantra, "THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!!" Thanks to everyone for your tolerance. Fondly,
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