[Nikko]

Happy Weekend to all! Check in...............................

My plans for the weekend are still up in the air, but that's okay, sometimes that is better.

I had a good p-doc appt yesterday.

Had a rough night with my mom at 2am then 4am.

A bit tired today and a bit stressed, this too shall pass.

Have a few errrands to run today, which will force me to get going.

Check in, vent, plans? Whatever you choose to talk about.

Enjoy, Nikko

[RavensWingsAussi]

Still job hunting. Beginning to get more worried. Seem to have lost my substitute teaching schedule book in the mess of my mom's house--what joy!...not. Just thought of signing-on with other county school systems and how I should've done that earlier last semester...had a flash of 'dream deja vu' and wonder what it meant? (Dream deja vu is where I have a dream and then sometime down the road it happens just as I had dreamed it--though half the time I don't grasp the meaning of it beyond that it's important and/or foreboding.) Hmm....

Hope all goes well with y'all this weekend.

--RW

[befuddled2]

RW, that is so cool about your dreams. Mine are the same also.

I am stressed and depressed. I don't have any plans for the weekend as usual. I hate the weekends.

barbara

[waves]

RavensWings - Do you mean like a precognitive dream? That's awesome. Though i guess it could be frightening depending on what you dream.

Originally Posted by RavensWingsAussi

Dream deja vu is where I have a dream and then sometime down the road it happens just as I had dreamed it--though half the time I don't grasp the meaning of it beyond that it's important and/or foreboding.

Do you ever have lucid dreams? I love those. I get them occasionally - almost systematically for the first few nights on occasions when i increase zoloft dose, or initiate zoloft therapy. however i have had them without any zoloft.

Good luck with your job search.

((( RW )))

Nikko and Barbara, i hope you both get some good R&R sound like you both could use it.

Take it eeeeeasy,
take it eaaaaasy.....

((( Nikko )))
((( Barbara )))

yeah i'm feelin like good ol fashion'd huggin rather than icon dudes tonight

~ waves ~

[waves]

Crusing by. haven't been able to post... running around... literally at times, ins pite of my feet lol! Today i had a badddd day. Don't wanna talk about it. In that stage where still a bit manic but it isn't pretty? know what i mean... no laughing hooting jumping up and down running about.... instead all divverent variaions of gggrrrrrrs and rabid bawling due to psychological punche sin the stomach. Ehh, manic fallout. i have fallings out with everything and everybody... or they with me which is worse.

is that good, fora check in? ok i best check out now. dunno what i'll check out, since i have no money with which to buy anything... i can but beg or borrow (i won't steal unless maybe a base). i could check out some threads i suppose but i took my meds crazy today and my night meds all iknow is my pillminder says i took everything except the last neurontin which gets taken last - duh.

right. exit stage left.

~ waves ~ from a loud place, too loud and too angry for me and it resonates and resounds within my soul seeking peace, but there is no release

[befuddled2]

Waves, keep posting if that helps. Or just writing down things and never sending them is great.

befuddled2

[bizi]

Hello all my dear friends.
Just a late night check in...
I was brave to drive by myself to an out of town location at night in traffic to be with my hubby at a fundraiser that he was playing for.
it is called lollapalousa.
It was fun!
ate too much and drank too fast and drove home scared that I was going to get pulled over or break down.
Hubby in his car stayed in front of me the entire ride home...he was frustrated cause I drive so slowly....speed limit 70... I go 60.
anyway had a good time made it home safe and sound....
need to do some paper work this weekend.
laundry...stuff like clean my kitchen floor...fun stuff.

oh and I have been a bit hypo all week...
but am coming down a little bit each day that passes. It usually takes me 2 weeks to recover from the holidays.

bizi
hi waves....

[waves]

Hi Bizi!

they have lollapalousa (sp?) in Orlando yearly too... never been tho...

hypo... yeah me too thought it was over with but i was WRONG. im just less hypo than i was before? i don't know where i was before ... but people were all looking at me weird... andthensome for a good week. lol... it will clear... lol.



hugs for the room...

[bizi]

Dear Waves,
You must have gotten your zyprexa refilled?
I am hoping for a speedy back to normal state for you too.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

[Mrs. Bear]

Oh, I slept in today. Again

I keep expecting to wake up and the pain to be gone. Nope. Oh well. It will. Just gotta wait it through.

We are going to get my car registered and tackle more of the basement. Down to a minimum. Nothing heavy. (Ha at least not for my husband.)

The boys are at their dads, so it should be quiet.

Found out my daughter is having another little boy. My poor baby cried. This is her fourth. Hey! At least it's not another set of twins. There is always a bright side. She's better about it now it's been a few days. I am secretly delighted. I would have no idea what to do with a little girl now. lol

Upping my mood stabilizer was the best decision. I feel so calm. And happy. That is something I haven't felt for a bit. Again, I am shocked when I get to a good place and realize how much crap and angst I was putting up with. Weird, I know.



Ya'll have a great weekend!!