Dear Waves,
Nice to see a post from you....
I hope you are doing ok...are you able to get out much in your new environment?
I wonder if there are any community centers by your home now that you could drop in...
The library here has computers that are free of charge....several of the branches here have many many computers to use.
I think that when we had dial up there were 1800 numbers that we used to make the connections...so no long distance calls were made.
If I remember that correctly....
Well tomorrow is halloween and we have been decorating the house up for the trick or treaters....should be a blast!
Will try to get some pictures for you guys.....
bizi

Mari,

reading your post i wondered if you felt attacked by my post on BT about the links to here. That would be understandable - I'm sorry. I ought have talked to you guys about it first. One should talk TO people before ABOUT them. So I really must apologize.

I hope your post wasn't a sort of a goodbye. But it sounds like you won't be visiting BT, which I am sad about. On another note, I have wondered how you've been doing with the move... the stuff struggle.

forums............ I am uneasy in both places right now. Distinct aspects of each make me feel more comfortable. Here: you guys. There: forum principles. In the end I may have to follow dyslimbic, but I would prefer to stick around. Right now I am doing the grasshopper. Hopping.

My apartment thing and other things are all over me I wouldn't know how to really describe it. It is confusing too.

In short, I am uneasy and confused lately. my whole life is rearranged. off and on line.

~ waves ~

Hello Nathan! I don't think we've met... nice to meet you

~ waves ~ from across the ocean

Hi Bizi

THanks for all the suggestions... things are a little different here. I am not in a big city either. The other thing is, I don't get out of the house unless i have to which is generally 2ce a week, 1ce if i can combine the two. I don't like it. I'm in hole-up mode. I sleep more than 12 hours a day. I don't particularly eat too much thank goodness!

Hopefully, this will pass. I also have a lot of physical repair needed on my back muscles... so i have to balance getting exercise and stretching (carrrreeefully) and plain resting. also taking more En (benzo) which helps. My foot is coming along well, equilibrium and everything.

there is a busy bureaucratic phase ahead of me, and i am having a lot of resistance about that. didn't someone observe before that bureaucratic stuff was one of our nemeses.... ?

~ waves ~ from across the ocean

Hi waves.
Halloween was great fun this year...hubby went out of his way to decorate the outside of the house...will post some pictures when they get developed.
I like having you here and I don't think we should worry about our little home here in cyber world.
This new community is about serving its members....US!
It sounds like you may be experiencing some mixed symptoms?
I hope you are feeling more secure soon.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Dear Waves,
I didn't feel attacked. I was trying to explain even though I realize that the expalantion was not really adequate.


We have more room in this place so the stuff struggle is much better. But hubby still pays for a monthly storage unit full of books to the ceiling.... So the issue is only temporarily resolved. Good enough for now. He is not asking to get the books out because he seems to like to have some free floor space and free wall space.


I hope your un ease and confusion abate soon. Maybe you need recovery time after the move. It was a big one.

Mari

Hi there.

Thanks Bizi... that is a pretty grounding viewpoint about worrying about cyberworlds. Hmm. Perspective. Mixed sx... possibly, but to a degree that is "manageable" and seems not to worsen... best not touch my meds.

Mari, I'm so glad you did not feel attacked, and thanks for the reassurance. That is great about the move... and most of all, that your hubby is appreciating space!!! This experience could have a significant impact on his stuff-tolerance in general

Thank you both for your support through all this.

~ waves ~ from across the ocean

Hi Waves,,,,,,,hang in there.....miss you.....go easy........and take care of yourself.

Write soon, Nikko

(((((HUGS)))))
bizi