I am thinking about you.

Mari

Barb

I've been thinking about you too. Sending you some strong hugs.

Donna

Thanks everyone and Mari for bumping this up. My nerves are much better as I have just decided to let my higher power handle it for me. I have another new neighbor who is cute. I've developed a need to have him notice me. He's going through a divorce though so I don't want to get involved with him. Maybe to just have a diversion from my other stuff that has been weighing me down and to build up my low self esteem. I haven't gotten to know him other than a few words and a wave. Today I was out sunning myself and he stared at me which made me feel good cause if he didn't like what he was seeing he wouldn't have stared. I stared back so we both looked at each other for what seemed like an eternity until I waved and he waved back and then he went back inside. Cat and mouse games I suppose. So this Saturday I'll be going out with a girlfriend to a place where other men go. Maybe I'll learn how to flirt and actually have someone ask me out. Boy, this is new but a good diversion from my other issues.

befuddled2