[Mari]

Greetings,
I was trying to figure out why I am more anxious tonight than usual. Even after taking my unsual 2.0 Klonopin, I feel anxiety in my chest.

Thinking about what to say in my post here helps me come up closer to an answer -- not sure what it is yet

At any rate, after I log off, I am taking a little extra klonopin and heating up a bowl of rice.

I wish that I didn't have to work so hard to figure out what is happening with the meds and my own chemistry. I wish I could plug myself into a computer and see everything on a screen and not try to do guess work/go over everything I did differently today and yesterday.
In some ways the pdocs are not much better off than we are -- they make med decisions based on obervations and patterns.

Ok. Enough late night rambling. I wanted to let you know that I appreciate your being here. I think/hope that I figured out the anxiety for now.

Have a good night people.

mari

[Nikko]

It helps me too.

Mari - you help the board in many ways and I am sure everyone is thankful to have you here, I do.

Nikko

[bizi]

yes I am thankful that you are here...both of you for that matter...
that we are all here.....GReat source of support!
(((((Group hug)))))
bizi

[BJ]

I'm new here and to forums in general so I'm a little gun shy.

But I'm thankful that so many here have replied and made me feel not so alone in all this.

[Mari]

Nikko, Bizi, and MeBP,
You gals are so cool. Thank you.
Mari

[mymorgy]

This board really helps me and I just love you all! Sorry I didn't answer sooner but yesterday I was so zonked.
Mari I am trying to formulate how I think I can tell the difference between psychological depression versus bipolar depression...it might take me a bit longer...also I definitely have trouble with showers and part of it is depression i know and lack of energy and another part is the initial stimulation which is stresslike...
Bobby