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10-30-2006, 01:47 PM
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This whole past week has been my darkest week of my entire life I believe. As you know, I got screwed with the settlement and protective order. I feel anger, saddness, and hopelessnes that my life is still screwed up. I'm basically isolalated and this is what is what seems to be the worst for me. I've called Anon and hope to go to a meeting of theires. I've lost interest in everything. I don't care about a thing, nothing. All I want to do is sleep but I can't. I have increased my meds at night just to be able to get to sleep. I stay doped up during the day just to control my anger. My husband and his lawyer both lied their butts off and made me look like the bad person. And to be honest, it appears my lawyer sucked. I guess money talks though. My husband has all kinds of money at his disposal and I do not. My husband keeps ignoring the protective order and all he got was a slap on the wrist and that's it. His **** should have went to jail. I bet if I I did something to hurt him I'd go to jail and stay there. The f**king system sucks.
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10-30-2006, 01:56 PM
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DEar Befuddled,
I can't understand the system either....It jsut seems so unfair. I can't rmember if you can appeal this decision or not.... I jsut wanted to let you know that we are here for you and feel free to write as much as you wnat to ...vent away...keep posting,,, keep talking,,, do you journal at all? This can help get some of those angry feelings on paper. I hope you are able to go to a support group there close to you...I think that we should get all of the support that we can get...where we can get it... hugs to you my dear.... I am so sorrry that this has been so hard on you... Things will get better for you....this is really hard to figure out and let us help ...how ever we can ...I know that I will try.... ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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10-30-2006, 02:02 PM
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Dar Befuddled,
It is ok to be angry and upset. These are normal reactions. But please find ways to busy yourself this week. Get out of the house everyday. Go for some walks. Find some people, some projects, ...... Call some volunteer organizations and see if anyone can let you start today or tomorrow. Mari |
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10-30-2006, 02:16 PM
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I lost faith in our system when I was going through the legal battle for my neices. It is what it is. You have every right to be upset, but try not to let yourself be consumed by it.
To hell with what your ex and his lawyer are doing. Take care of you, worry about you, and find ways to keep yourself occupied. Mari gave some great suggestions. One more I could think of that might make you smile is calling a local gradeschool and offer to come in and do a weekly art project (or even just once or twice) with a couple classrooms. The kids love you and the chance to do some art, and the teacher will use that time to correct papers and get caught up! Just a thought. Im sorry things are hard right now. |
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10-30-2006, 02:26 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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you guys are right!
We have to take our focus off the negative thoughts and redirect our behaviors. Great point. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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10-30-2006, 05:20 PM
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Hi All,
I took a LaNester sp? and slept for awhile. It has me pretty calm even now. I'm trying to find out who would be responsible for my buiral when my time comes. If my brothers survive me and can be made accountable, I will cash in my Life insurance polies and sell my buriel plot. I'll talk to my lawyer again in the morning. befuddled2 |
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10-30-2006, 07:31 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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I am a bit concerned about this kind of talk..... It sounds like you are making plans...... Tell me what did you pdoc say....increase your anti depressant? Have you called em? jsut a bit worried here.... ((((HUGS)))) be safe my dear bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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10-30-2006, 10:49 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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Just sending a hug....
((((HUG))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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