OMG It was so intense....I have never had an interview go like this one did. It was so unreal, it took over an hour practically! I had a tour from one employee and got intereviewed by another and it blew my mind. I was on the way there when I realized I FORGOT TO PUT ON MASCARA!!!!!!!!!! :eek:

So I stopped at walmart, had a half an hour to be early, and rushed to the cosmetics area, picked an el cheapo and it was NAVY BLUE!!!!!!!!! I didn't even NOTICE it was BLUE until I pulled the wand out!!!!!!! I was like OMG, OMG, instant panic, took some lorazepam and calmed down and laughed about it.

On the way home I felt like crying though, it's so sad, I could have had this job but at 9.5, not what I needed more like 12. So I had to turn it down. Came home and Jackie was flippingo ut to see me, frantic, so definitely second shift wouldn't have worked. Honestly? This experience makes me want to go back to school even more....Thanks for caring everyone, you're awesome and your support helped me feel up to making this happen today! :D

Well you lived thru it and it was great practice....
I am proud of you for doing this!

great job!
bizi:hug:

lol about the mascara!

You did such a great job going to the interview and doing well. http://www.thesmilies.com/smilies/expressive/huge.gif
You can have a celebration for yourself. Seriously.

Mari

Thanks bizi and Mari, thank you for being here for me throughout this ordeal. I really did better on it then I figured I would, especially after the blue mascara incident.*snicker, snicker* I laughed at myself almost the entire way there after I left walmart and put it on. I came home and talked to Mom and she said she wore blue mascara for years and now I kinda remember it, and that people with blue eyes do wear it so it wasn't that weird. Still it made me laugh. LOL!

SO it looks like Jack is going to be the one to get a job and I am going to just have to endure the ensuing hell. What I don't get is why this couldn't have worked, why Jackie had to flip out like he did both times I went to Ocala. He really did flip out too, was mad and happy to see me at the same time and acted out yelling and messing with the tank's lid, heck he even GRABBED poor Mr. T and put him on his dock which if the turtle wants he can easily get his turtle behind up onto by himself w/o the trauma of a little hand doing it for him. Poor Turtlini...I felt so bad for him, and tried to give Jackie a time out but he only sat for like 5 minutes. He was just that agitated by my disappearance and then my reappearance. :p

Hi Pam, You did a great job, I am so proud of you. Now next time you won't be so nervous.

I am sorry I missed you yesterday, I was so bummed. I was on my feet making dinner from scratch as a surprise for CJ, and my son and his GF were here and they hogged the puter, then by the time I saw that you had IMed me I was hurtin' bad and had to lay down. Brat didn't even tell me you had IMed me. I didn't find out until abut 10:30.

As for Jackie spazzing out he would have gotten over it in time. He would have adjusted.

Well now you can concentrate on your online courses and possibly going to school. For now take a few deep breaths and relax. That part is over. Take a few days to relax.

Will he still get placed?
Is that still in the plans?
bizi:hug:

Let's let this one die and move to the new thread I just made, it reflects my frustration and I am gonna post more about things....Be better to keep it all in one place. :)