[Mari]

Greetings,
I was trying to figure out why I am more anxious tonight than usual. Even after taking my unsual 2.0 Klonopin, I feel anxiety in my chest.

Thinking about what to say in my post here helps me come up closer to an answer -- not sure what it is yet

At any rate, after I log off, I am taking a little extra klonopin and heating up a bowl of rice.

I wish that I didn't have to work so hard to figure out what is happening with the meds and my own chemistry. I wish I could plug myself into a computer and see everything on a screen and not try to do guess work/go over everything I did differently today and yesterday.
In some ways the pdocs are not much better off than we are -- they make med decisions based on obervations and patterns.

Ok. Enough late night rambling. I wanted to let you know that I appreciate your being here. I think/hope that I figured out the anxiety for now.

Have a good night people.

mari