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09-11-2008, 08:07 AM
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thanks Mari
this morning I have been playing games with myself and worrying big time about my future and trying to imagine what horrors it will bring. I am already so isolated and out of shape. I started telling myself five minutes at a time and reminded myself that I am in better shape mentally than I have been in the past. I even reminded myself what better shape my apartment is in now that I have helpers and new furniture. I don't know how long I can afford to stay in my apartment but I better keep on remind myself to enjoy it while I have it. Bobby |
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09-11-2008, 09:36 AM
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I am getting healthier...I made a decision and acted on it and feel some relief. today I have to go downtown but not near the world trade but close enough. I feel a lot of empathy for the people who were burned to death
trigger because I was in an explosion and badly burned and know what burn pain is. I hope most died of smoke inhalation and did not have to go through the torture of being burned alive. It is very haunting to me. Bobby |
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (09-11-2008) |
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09-11-2008, 09:56 AM
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That must have been awful for you.
 (((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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09-12-2008, 02:28 AM
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there wasn't much traffic. I was amazed. I guess everybody was worried about traffic. I got to my session forty five minutes early. The people on the bus acted normal. You couldn't tell it was different from any other day.
I really like my new therapist. We talked a lot about my childhood. Boy was it bad. She kept on looking for a period of time that went well for me and we couldn't find one. lol...We also talked about finances and that was a disaster too. It was good talking about these issues that have been upsetting me so much. It got rid of some tension. Bobby |
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| "Thanks for this!" says: | bizi (09-12-2008) |
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09-12-2008, 09:21 PM
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Wisest Elder Ever
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wow bobby,
I am so glad that you liked her and connected with her. this is great work! and I know that it is also very hard work to go thru all of that..... be especially nice to yourself while you go thru this therapy...ok? (((((HUGS))))  bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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09-12-2008, 10:57 PM
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thanks so much...i can't believe it myself. I am thinking of maybe seeing her three times a month and seeing Dr. M. once a month, I like her that much. I will wait a while and see. I love her style....she seems like such a good and caring and sharp person who is very intuitive. I don' feel as if I have to entertain her. I guess I should give her one huge compliment about her style and wonder why I haven't so far. That is unlike me. I come from such a dysfunctional family, my bipolar hasn't shone through yet except when I told her I was severely depressed when there were weren't money issues.
Bobby |
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09-14-2008, 12:35 PM
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i feel as if i am on an emotional roller coaster....my sleeping patterns are outrageous. I have been getting more sleep even though i have been getting up in the middle of the night and staying up for a few hours. I think I am sort of on a high even though i am depressed about the elections and upset about the aftermath of the hurricane. I think i can give up smoking soon. I hope i don't come down. I was there for so very long
Bobby |
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09-14-2008, 11:44 PM
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Dear Bobby,
The stupid hurricane got to me. The elections are getting to me too. I need a way to shut them out of my head. I wish that we could all just go vote now and get the whole thing over with. Sometimes I don't even care who wins -- just so long as it stops. M. |
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