My day sucked.....
well ...I am exagerating...but did rant on the phone with my hubby for 10 minutes about how agitated I had been thru the whole day.
Usually things don't bother me and I go with the flow...today...everything annoyed me and I wanted to scream at a couple of my clients....
other than having some mud slide and some chocolate...if I can find out where I had my hubby hid it....I may even go to bed early...
But first off I have to go vote....
~sigh
bizi
I keep biting the inside of my lip so much that it has a raised scar permanently and then continue to re bite it almost every day...I want to have it removed...wonder if that is a costly procedure?

Hi Bizi,
What's up? Have you called the pdoc?
Don't worry about the scar. It will fade away once you stop biting your lip. Can you find something else to do -- like chew gum or squeeze a little ball?

BTW, did you really go vote? You posted here at 8:00 Boston Time. What time did the polls close?
I voted on Friday. We had early voting.

I didn't think I could handle working today (no work last Fri) and voting -- too much on the same day. I have to take things easy.

Do what you do when you take things easy. Sleeping extra works for some people.
I hope that you stay safe. It is good to talk to your husband and keep him informed.

mari

Mari

dear mari,
yes I did vote and we are an hour behind you guys but I was ignorant about the ammendments and just quicky voted for them.
I did not get to bed any ealier but watched some tv...and did some paper work while watching tv...so that releived some stress.
I forgot my 15 year old neices birthday , called her on sunday and felt so bad about that.Sang to her happy birthday...she lasughed!
WEnt to barnes anobles to get a gift certificate and ended up getting her a now 23 cd, Pop/ dance music..she will like it and a book on 7 effective habits for teens covey wrote it.
Hope that doesn't come acrooss wrong...she is brite and just needs some direction in her life.
I can't even think about the holidays jsut yet..need to come up with a plan...last year I made jewerly for the ladies of the family.
I want to buy a heifer and said them notes saying that we bought a heifer cow in our family namethat s what I would like to do. wonder how much they cost or maybe a goat....
anyway...that is what I will have to talk about with jeff to figure out what we are going to do.
would any one else be interested in pitching in to buy an animal for an african woman to raise and help them to be self sufficiant?
I am going to have to look into it.
bizi
ps the problem with my inside of my lip is that it protrudes so much that it is vicious cycle. bite it swollen scar tissue just makes it bigger and bigger...so I keep rebiting it which hurst like hello!
So someday I am having it looked at .
I feel better tonight, not as weeird or floaty..so I will hit the hay and try to get up to go to the gym tommorow. Habit is my stabilizing force.
thanks you guys for your support.
you are great!
bizi

http://www.heifer.org/site/apps/ka/e...oductID=164545

http://www.heifer.org/site/c.edJRKQNiFiG/b.204586/

Dear Bizi,
Heifers at this web site are $500.00 and I think that you can pick your continent. A water buffalo is $250.00.
If you can't afford a heifer or a water buffalo you can get some goats.
I think that this is a great way to do gifts for Christmas. You could still send home decorated cards or eat treats to a few special people.

A few times a year, I send my parents a basket of organic fruit. They love it and I am off the hook for presents.
Mari

Dear Bizi,
Habit is good. Keep habit if it helps you.



I'm glad that you are doing better. Keep us updated please.
I worry.
Mari

yes yes yes please keep us updated....i wonder if you can empty your plate a little at this time so you can really have time to relax a bit....even just to stare at the ceiling...I am a little worried too!
Bobby

Just wanted to pop in... saw this thread... hope you manage to "chill" slowly. Sounds like you are having a good time in part with the gifts. Good for you with the exercise, and trying to keep to routines - that helps big time!

hugs

waves ~ from across the wire

Thank you so much for your replies.
I do think that I would like to buy some animals for christmas and I would also like to try and talk our small UU fellowship into buying a heifer as well.
I did not make it to the gym today...
I slept terribly last night...woke up in a cold sweat...I was drenched!
Wonder if I am starting menopause?
I am almost 44 and they say you can start having symptoms for 10 years before you actually go thru it completely.
Oh JOY!!!!!
Any one else out there have the night sweats related to bipol or other?

oh and I just started my period ...so that was contributing to my crabby mood as well.

and your night sweats.

your hormone levels might be changing bizi. one of the best things to do to help is the exercise you are doing and dietary changes. i'l have to go dig up my links...but soy has been known to help.