Mamabear,

For your own sanity, please search on-line for a local support group. Attending periodic meetings will prove to be a huge value to you. The stress-relief will be wonderful.

I wish you the best of success at this endevour. You know, it is a great relief to have the weight of the world lifted off of your shoulders. A support group comprised of caregivers dealing with the same thing is one of the most uderrated and high valued activities in existance.

Take advantage of it. You will be glad that you did.

-Vic