I will always love you for ever and ever
I know you are with Dad and Ray and your sister and all the others who have passed... tell them all they are not forgotten not ever. I am still in shock letting it truly set in that yesterday was the last time we will ever talk to one another.
Thankyou for giving me sisters and brothers and for being the best mom on the earth. Rest in PEACE MOM .

May I please offer my condolences??? I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved Mother. Nothing seems to hurt as much as the loss of our parents. I too have lost both mine, and I can't tell you how many times a day I wish I could talk to one of them. There is always something I want to tell, ask, show them. My Dad has been gone 20 years, and Mom 7 years - yet still for a split second I feel I have to go to the phone to call Mom.

Bless your heart, I know the pain and it's miserable. But know that your Mom is watching over you. It won't be long and you WILL feel her with you - you'll smell her perfume or you might feel a tap on your shoulder, or just FEEL her presence -- but you will know she's there. It will NOT be your imagination.

God bless you and I'll keep you in my prayers. Take care of YOU. Hugs, Lee

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I split your ashes up Hazel asked if she could feel you I let her. I carried my part of you in to the ocean as the rest of family stood on the shore line. the water was freezing cold, I gulped the air as one would in very cold water but I made it out to where I had put Dad so many years ago and I opened the bag and set your ashes free. when i got back to shore we all each set 2 roses in the waves. soon after 2 dolphins came swimming by almost like saying you were with dad once again being carried past the horizon to a peaceful paradise .
The day before punkie had to fly back we returned to the jetty and walked the beach .
3 dolphin this time You Dad and brother Ray perhaps.... 3 dolphin swam along as we strolled the beach. jumpin and playing in the waves . we found a big star fish I took a pic and put it back into the water. when we got back to my truck, there were 5 of the roses we had put in the waves a few days ago under the back of my truck. 5 roses, my favorite number your favorite flower...5 for the number of your children still alive we still saw the 3 dolphin they went out past the waves and joined with a bigger group of about 10 dolphin... and the whole group followed as I drove back down the beach to the access ramp.
I think it is starting to sink in that you are really gone and I miss you so much
I have been getting sad and more sad but will be strong and will get past this. Please know I love you and will NEVER forget you and all your love you were a great Mother.The rest of your ashes are going to go back home where the rest of Dad is and in Virgina by the peonies too cus thats what you asked us to do.
Please tell dad , Ray and the rest they too live in our memories never forgotten.
Rest well Momma

you not being here is hard but the sad will pass I know. I really miss you !!

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Thank you for sharing your most personal thoughts. I am teary eyed.
God bless your heart! I will keep you in my prayers!

there has not been 1 single day I didnt think of you or miss you mom. Not one day has passed without wanting to hear your voice again . Tomorrow is the very last time I got to talk with you . every time I am at the beach I stare out at the ocean and write things to you in the sand .every night when i look up i talk to you . the clouds are like memories we had playing across the sky The hole I have since you passed away isnt filling up even tho time passes . The empty the miss you the feeling of being orphaned the sad .. it is just as big and heavy as it was a about year ago . some day when we are together again... I have SO MUCH to tell you some day when we are together again. right now I need wrap up in the crocheted throw blanket you made me and cry . maybe tonight you will visit in a dream. I like those dreams mom .

Thinking of you, BMW

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