Dear friend
So sorry
As many here I relate
My life too changed over night
Just lost my municipal job this past April
Dear Father knows what a sweet job it was
Today I have to settle for much less in healthcare
as my insurance I am still grateful for does not pay
anywhere near what my private jobs insurance covered

Back to you
We have some like you I and many others who are
medication resistance it's a blow hard to take
You even in a rural area
Is there not a system in place for persons like yourself
have help come to you
It may not be as often I would imagine
And imagine is all I can do
We all suffer in our own ways
But are united here
A place that has never let me down
Rather lifts us up
Your status like Lara suggested
Can you move your whole entire life
closer to medical help
Or move to Canada
There are med my son needs to get
from that country
It is quite difficult to get decent doctors
That take on medicine as a challenge
But when it comes to the poor like me and my
family it blows big time
And it's now wonder we feel many times like the latter of your
story
And if I may
Thank you for sharing
Please your return is something we look forward too
To know how a fellow sufferer who life has been changed
forever

My pain is something I do not welcome
But it's bad
consumed my entire morning
Waiting for my med to come over me like a wave of a blanket
over my body
Until then
I come on neurotalk
and talk my life away as it once was
and what my struggles are today

Please let someone become your advocate
As mine were my older children
Not in my life right now
But I always try and bring someone in my life
My oncologist
Whom I was just at pays such close attention
even the absence of my immidate family

Are you estranged from family and friends since becoming ill

Like Lara says
So many questions

You take care as best you can
God be with you Always
Amen
Love
Me