Five yrs down the track I didn't think I'd be cross abt anything....but I'm not cross.. I'm angry!
My son is not only missing out on his sons' life, but he's missing out on mine...his sister & her babies.
I miss him: his smell, his touch; his love.
Why does this go on?
No, I don't want to forget him, & I know there is no answer...so why do I ask?

How well I understand your anger and pain. As mothers we will always ask....we'll always miss them and resent their "choice".)

why do you ask? boy thats a hard one to answer but here goes...

losing someone, anyone, makes us all ask the big question.
strange thing is no matter how long we have suffered or hurt, it's always the one question ..................its just that it has no reply.
i'm nearly a year since i lost my dad and i would love just 5 seconds more....
i could ask alot in that time, but .. will i get an answer?

i'm trying hard, each day i try to see the things i have because of who he was and not regret that he's not here to see it..
but then again try me tomorrow, trust me it will be completely different..
wake me when the sun shines.

tc steash

Hey...maybe we're related shirtails?
My husbands side were born in:
Hadington Scotland...the Lyal and Young clan were born there.

William Wallace Young begat (Hubbys Pa Grandfather)
Lyall Grant Young begat (Hubbys father)
Lawrence Gauen Young (My hubby)
Lawrence is my hubby...Larry is what he goes by unless he's in trouble!
Anyway...Larry spent time in the Navy, Submarine there in Holy Loch.
So...for whatever thats worth...perhaps is a connection up the lines somewhere. The Youngs do have a feirce and nasty temper! Oyeee!
Hope your day's going great!
I have Ted Williams on my side of family...the Venzor's...not many knew that's Ted W mothers name...my g'fathers cousin!...but that won't even get me a hot-dog at a ball game these days...but is interesting I share some of TW DNA along the line somewhere!
Cheryl