sorry i've not been on for a couple of weeks, been away on holiday. came home tonight to one of moments that just hits you. its been 6 months since i lost my dad, 30 years since i lost my brother, just cant get my head around why i received the final letter from the lawyer regards my dad's life/estate on the same day my brother died...as i have said before on here life really has a strange way of hitting you. i was the executor, not quite sure thats the corrrect spelling ,of my dads will .. i just thought i would have to sign something to complete everything. turns out i dont. feels so #ucking empty sry for ones language , just dont know how beter to say it.

lost and alone

steash