God, please
I've asked you
A million times
I've laid on my face
And begged
And sobbed
All choked-up
Hysterically
God, please
Take this affliction
Away from me
Some days
When I'm only 1/2 the way there
I take a shower
Almost, unaware
And, just stare
At my hands
Crying, in there
Because, I don't
Want to be heard
And, I need to escape
Because, I'm not
Understood
God, please
If you won't take
This from me
And, let me live
Normally
Then, take all of me
And, let me finally be
FREE...

You must have been really hurting bad to write this. I hope you'll have brighter days to come.

befuddled2

I know this is way to hard to believe sometimes heck it seems impossible to really believe... but I have been threw much... and I know one thing to be true and that is this...
God dose not punish you .. other peole punish you and you punish yourself.
God loves you and I pray you find a huge slice of peacefull easy feeling.
finding a bit of that makes the crap in life easier to deal with.
Many bushel loads of blessings for you c-girl.
play some music and take a vac in your mind in sunny skies and soft beach sand with gulls passing by and water soaking your feets.
Peace Peace
BMW