This does'nt rhyme,nor will it make sense to most..
I just need to get it outta my head.

Does karma bite ya in the *** forever??

I can't seem to stick with anything that makes me
feel happy.Either i destroy it or it's taken from me.
I believe when one door closes-another opens.
Yet it's gettin hard to focus.

I went back to the job i love,yet it seems it may not last long.
It's as if someone up there is tellin me to get away from that place.

I have left twice before for surgeries.Now i'm back again.For how long?Nobody knows....Why must i go????

I don't believe i will ever find happiness that will last....