[ashley_r310]

Not really sure how much more I can take. With bills piling up, checks not coming in, not having a car, not having a home to call my own,this chronic pain.Lord knows I try to be positive.Telling myself just give it time, it'll get better. I've been telling myself this since 2009.Never in a million yrs would I of thought that a slip and fall would cause this many issues!i just want to cry but its like I can't.i have so much emotion built up in me and I feel like I'm going to boil over soon.just check out for a while.but I don't want to check out.it helps to talk about my issues but at the end of the day those issues are still there.i do so much for others and I ask myself when is it my turn?my turn for help.when can I have good karma, have positive things happen in my life? Or is it I do have good karma, positive things and I just don't see it?idk....

Ashley