But even though I'm on the right medication (because I feel that it is working a bit), I still experience this sort of chronic depression. So is this chronic depression killing more of my neurons than what the medication is gaining?

I know that you said before that I am gaining more than I am losing because the medication is stopping the damage as you said before right here in quotes:

"---Its the other way around your stopping the damage and there as been studies it can be reversed with meds and possibly other treaments. ---"

But it makes me wonder if there are moments during my depression where the glucocorticoids are killing more of my neurons than what is gaining through the medication due to the fact that my depression is still chronic.