Eva,
It seems you had many of those issues when you first went on the Tamoxifen. Was there any special reason for the change? I think at the time you posted you were going to have to take the Tamoxifen for 5 years. It must be 3 or 4 years that you first started taking it. I think??
Have you tried Paxil for the depression?

Hope you, Corissa, and little Eva had a loving Christmas.

Take care dear friend,

Gerry

Dear Gerry

January 12th 2012 is my anniversary date
you have been following
i had to change because of the meds my shrink had me on
it did not work with the prozac he put me on lexepo put me in the state i am unable to shake off the desire to go home
It has zero to do with my children
even with all emotional pain inflicted
by my son
never a thought i wish i hadn't had children
it was time to come off of the tamoxifen
and a additional 5years on the new drug
Femera
i have been put on it for about 6 months
and it is this drug that made nausea a all day thing
he sweats are back
oh how i remember those nights changing my pj 2-3 times a night
there is a constant discharge
sometimes it has a hue of pink to it
i will see Mark my Oncologist nest week
i am going to ask him if i could go back on tamoxifen
right now i am on
morning
60mg oxycontin pain twice a day
4mg zanaflex muscle relaxer three times a day
1mg xanax anxiety twice a day
2.5mg femera once a day
100 zoloft once a day
5mg oxycodone once a day break thru

taken with hope for some help

a miracle is what i'm hoping for
in any form that keeps me HAPPY
PLEASE SOME HAPPINESS

I pray that your Christmas was
everything you hoped for

love
us

If I had but one smile
Left in my life.
I would wish it upon
You.

that is one of the nicest things iv'e ever read beautiful
just beautiful
me

Eva,
I have to agree !!!!


Gerry

You sure have quite a lot there. Nausea is one of the worst things personally will bring me close to tears. Hope you can get that changed.

I take 60 mgs Oxycontin ever 6 hrs = 4 a day and the Oxycodone (Percocet) 7.5 mg's up to 4 a day for break thru. They really help when pain breaks thru to bring it a little more tolerant.

Also take Vallium which is not only for anxiety but for muscle pain. The Vallium really does help with the muscle pain. The nightly Ambien CR really helps get a decent amount of sleep. It seems to act like anesthetic . No pain for at least a little while.

I really hope you can find the right medication for the depression. Pain brings depression; but it seems like you are dealing with more than just depression from pain.


Gerry

I hear ya.

her birthday just around the corner
my baby already in their thirties
she is a mother
to the most precious child of God
her network of people in her
outpatient program
took her to the hospital on suicidal watch
how much more Father
heal my child
her heart is receptive
help her fried mind follow
Angels please keep her safe
depression a killer
it's slowly destroying my family
it is killing me
me

Dear Eva,

As always, you and your family are in my thoughts and close to my heart.

These Dark Demons that torment us daily must be fought constantly, lest they drag us into the Pits of Despair.

That is why we have each other.

That is why we have His Light.

Dave.

I'm very sorry to hear this news.

Hopefully she'll receive the help she needs now.
Thankfully she has that network support you mentioned who took her to hospital.

I'll be thinking of her and of you.