It's been forever since I posted. (I feel like this is confession) I hate not working, I just had stroke number 5 2 weeks ago, my wife hasn't wanted to be intimate for 6 years now (I think she's afraid I'll stroke out, and she has some issues of her own) I had to retire from fencing. Arrgh.

I'm so tired of this, some of the volunteer places either have things I can't do or don't take me for another reason.

I'm tired of sitting in the house and I'm entertaining other options. I got a camera to stay in touch with my friends around the world and have used it three times in two years. Thanks for letting me rant.