This is my first time posting in this group as I am usually in another but I honestly don't know what on earth is wrong with me.


I am afraid I was being too chatty with a member and was scolded for getting off topic and it really hurt my feelings and I have been so sad ever since.


I know I was guilty and the post wasn't meant to be hurtful and apparently no one was really mad at me ( I hope) but I just felt so bad about it and can't get it out of my head!!


It was such a minor thing but it just upset me so terribly and that is not normal.

It seems that some of the people are so friendly with each other and everyone is just so happy and chatting back and forth and I just don't fit in at all.

Is that what depression is; when you feel like a square peg? I guess it's like looking out a window at others having a good time and you aren't invited to play?