Sue,

I've been through 2 brain surgeries also. After the 2nd surgery, my seizures returned 15 months later. I understand what you are going through. It's frustrating when you feel that there isn't anything left out there for you. I was finally able to find a med that would help me. I left the neuro that I was seeing and started seeing an epi. I'm not saying that you have to do the same thing, it's just that the neuro that I was seeing wasn't helping me anymore.

Maybe your epi has some plans for you that you don't know about. Try and work with your epi and let him know what your problems are now. You may just need more testing to see where the seizures are coming from and to find out how your meds can be taken care of to help you more.

As the others said, don't feel bad for letting us know what is going on. We are here for the good times and the bad times. I'm sorry that your family isn't doing the same thing for you.