HI, there

I don't know if this would be the best place to even get what I’m looking for...but wait i don't even know that.

Let me give you a little back round. I am a 27 year old female. I Have been diagnosed with anxiety, personality disorder, clinical ( comes and goes) depression, post traumatic stress. I have came a long way and have a pretty normal life but still deal with my P.D a lot. I suffer a bit from impulse. But i consider myself pretty confident half the time and vibrant.

I took "E" ( ecstasy, if that’s how u spell it). It's been about 42 hours and i still feel pretty panic, but dropped about 6o percent, I’m smoking weed to be a little calmer but it's making me crazy in other ways, racing thoughts, i feel like I’m watching a slide of pictures and there my thoughts. The thing is i don't want to see a doctor cause he will give me medication to stable things out for a couple day or a week. Funny huh? I'm scared to take medication but I’ll take an "E". It was really stupid, school started back up Monday and i was stressed. Anything i could take natural or anything. I feel a lot of confusion.

One more thing i can not consintrate for a long period of time , kinda of light headed a little so no complicated or long reply please. I will not go to the hospital and sit for 6 hours. I livein canada where yes it is free, but you have to wait long.

Hi Pretty,

I wanted to send you a . I do not have any experience with "E" so I cannot tell you what to do or take but wanted you to know that you are not alone.

It might be best to contact a doctor as they best suited to help you through this.

I posted on your other thread. Please be careful and don't play around with smoking weed to bring you back down. That can have a negative effect on the system. Drink lots of water to flush your system and see a doctor if you don't improve. E is dangerous and can kill you so I hope you don't do it again.

THERE'S NOTHING 'Natural' About E!!! It's man-made!
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{snip}MDMA (3,4-methylenedioxy- N-methylamphetamine), most commonly known today by the street name Ecstasy (often abbreviated E, X, or XTC), is a semisynthetic member of the amphetamine class [2] of psychoactive drugs, a subclass of the phenethylamines{end snip}
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For someone who was excited about quitting the mj....X was certainly not something I expected to hear about you using!

We all deal with stressful situations. Coping with mind-altering substances is certainly not getting to the root of the issue.

Sorry you had such a poor reaction, but that's the risk when you play around with illegal narcotics.

For someone who claims to be soooo fearful of SSRI's or MAOI's....you certainly didn't hesitate to take the X!

At least with prescribed meds, you can always pick up the phone and dial your dr, nurse or pharmacist.
Sorry so long....I hope you were able to 'read' this....

DAMIT!!!!!!, I really hope you did not see this thread Gladys. You are the one person that has stuck by me on here, and i was a little ashamed to tell you. I was very ashamed of myself about takin the pill that i did not want to tell anyone at first, buti know i needed to. I have definatley learned my lesson, but look at it like this, if i did not take it than i could'nt tell many of people out that has'nt took, THAT IT"S NO GOOD!!!

Hope your not too disapointed, i really value our little on line friendship.

Hey Cory-

I'm STILL standing by you! Been a bit busy this week, but I'm still here.

NT isn't quite the place where we can 'hide' from others That's a GOOD thing!