Hello everyone,
My name is Angi. I am a 36 year old single parent. I am a recovering alcoholic of over 7 years. I am bipolar 1, have severe social anxiety disorder, borderline personality and other personality disorders. I just lost my boyfriend to suicide last month on the 13th. He hanged himself with me on the phone on the 9th. I finally decided on the 13th to go see him in the hospital. I already knew he was brain dead. He had been hanging for an hour before the police got into the house. I am in so much emotional pain right now and just want to find a group that can help me with all of this. It's even more complicated for me being mentally ill. Does anyone have any advice for me? Any kind words? How can I go on like this now?

Angi...here is the link to our bipolar forum. http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html