I don't get it...why is the first year the worst? Because the sxs are trying so hard to break your spirit? Or do you all just get used to it and it gets easier mentally?
If I don't get relief from this spastic pain soon, I'm going to start pulling my teeth out...just to distract my mind from the leg pain. It's not bad until the night. Guess I'm overdoing it during the day, but what are you supposed to do, sit on your keister just in case you overdo it? No thank you...

I just don't get this stupid disease. I. Really. Don't. When I used to hear that MS patients were going to Dr. Kevorkian for "lasting" relief, I wondered, "Really? MS? Why would they want to die?"
Now, I understand a bit better...I won't pull the plug, but I understand.