I know for many of you 'limboland' (pre-dx) was a while ago, but does anyone have any tips on how to get through it?

For 6 months I have done the internet-research thing on MS, I've consulted many types of natural therapists, and now I've stopped all except my chiropracter, which was a regular thing anyway - all with no substantial answers or improvements.

All my bloods, MRI's, VER's are clear.

I see my neuro next week - to discuss results of last MRI, (which I know was clear).
I know I'll have more direction once I see her, but this is awful waiting!!

I'm tired of answering "I don't know" when people ask why am I limping.
I was emabarrased this morning in front of my ex-husband and his wife when they came too pick up my kids, and I just forgot the simplest of words (I hate it when that happens... more so nowadays). They're both quick talkers, and 'intellectual' types.....
I've told them nothing of my sx/health issues.

I know this is such a common topic, and I think I've started a thread like this bfeore not long ago!! but....
I just don't know what to do next.
I know just "being' and getting on with things, and coping with the sx is all I can do. How do I do this without going nuts?! Life feels like it's on hold.

I sound like a big whinger, but I'm usually a very smiley positive person!!

Any tips anyone please??!!
Thanks.