i understand too dej.
i'm sorry you're going thru so much.

i once said to a stranger who i could see was anxious to go by me..."well, how 'bout if i give you my MS, then i could walk faster".
that's my fav comment but rude people don't come along very often.

all you can do is the best you can. but i know how hard it is to just move forward.

Whew! im so busy! MIL is coming on Sunday to spend a week or so, and that means I have been in full on clean/stock and prep mode. She is a wonderful woman, but dangit I just want to relax when she is here, and I wont have to worry about groceries, or errands if they are all done now. We can simply sit and watch italian movies. She is a hoot. Till then, its washing windows, vacuums, changing beds, fluffing pilliows, and making space for her.

IM TIRED! I just wanna sit and cry but that would upset DH too much. HAve you ever been so tired you wanted to cry? well, im there.

I would like a club for all these lousy diseases "I don't want to do this anymore" hit a chord. I don't want to put up with my body issues at all anymore, and am quite sick of it all. I do come here to the forum, when I get overwhelmed. For me it is the endless appts, the continuing degenerative issues, more tests, now in hospital tests, pain drs. the whole bloody mess. Where in that are we supposed to be living? My cousin has ms. I do know what all of you go through. Her family is being studied in Ma. because three family members have it. I was blessed to grow up with her. I just wanted to tell all of you with MS that I care about you, and wish you didn't have to suffer. Some of you have the most upbeat attitude under terrible circumstances. Maybe I should complain less about my own things. ginnie

Ha I asked to have mine evicted, but I lost the vote. The lesions outnumbered me an decided that not only were they allowed to stay they were allowed to throw parties and play pin the pain on the body.

I have tried making my body as boring as possible so they would want to go somewhere else, but they refuse to budge. They have formed a union and they continue to multiply. Immigration doesn't want them, jail doesn't have room for them, and the court insists they are my children and I must support them.

Hope you are feeling better.

you guys make me feel better. thanks for showing me I am not alone.

Im sorry Dejibo, i go threw alot of the same things with acm cs spinal issues i dont know why we get dealt these diseases would it make you laugh if i told ya i pooped my pants couple weeks ago yea funny now but it wouldnt of been so good in a public place anyway your not alone sometimes life can be a big crapstorm