I feel the air is better outside, even though my home is pretty non-toxic, unlike many homes. And I like to see people. So getting out is tiring but also something I must do at least every other day. I am always pooped after spending time with my grandkids at their house (they don't come here) but it's needed for my soul. I see wonderful movies there which my son projects from his professional grade projection system, off the internet.
I would know nothing about the wonderful world of modern children's movies if I had not made the effort.
But I too am well well aware of a lifetime of being expected to do more than I could. As I am old and creaky from more than just MS at this time, no one is pushing very hard.
Most of the medics treat me with respect now as a "survivor". So even going to the clinic is not as bad as it once was.