[Dejibo]

I am exhausted! I know we all talk about spoons, and how we used them all, but I am in such a spoon deficit that I am borrowing spoons my grandmother dug in the garden with. I slept for 12 hours yesterday and then laid in bed for the other 11. I did manage a bath (after appropriate meds) and I was able to get myself to sleep (after meds)

The MS hug is going to crack my ribs if it gets tighter. it hurts to draw in a full breath, and I cant get comfy sitting, standing or laying. I have a boil on my bum that sits right on the underwear line and its making me want to cry! its painful and DH is pitiful at pimples, let alone knowing that to do for a boil. I cant reach it well, and there is nothing I can do other than go let an MD look at it.

I feel like I am isolating, I dont want to socialize , I dont want to leave my house. I dont care if I have an invitation, and my muscles are sore, stiff and I feel clunky and clumsy when I walk. My vision gets fuzzy, double, and warped so quickly.

Am I just over tired and need to rest for a few days Or do I need to contact someone? If I contact them, what will they do? Steroids? I dont want to do those unless its severe or Optic. Up my meds? I feel over medicated as it is.

I have a full blown case of "i dont wanna!" DH is dragging me to see Hunger Games movie. We listened to the books and loved the story. it will be nice to see it, but I have a HUGE case of excuses that keep whipping out of my head for reasons to not go.