Thank you so much for listening. I know I wrote way too much I am just feeling like I"m trapped in a box and there's no way out. I have a very lean diet right now while I'm doing my best to lose weight. Have lost 70lbs this far in 7 months.

I know I'll find some answers. I have had a ton of labs done. Working on getting the MRI done now. waiting for an appt. I am going to at least call the MS center and see if they can at least advise me of where to get some help. I also thought about going to UAMS (University of Arkansas Medical Science) Hospital to the ER which is where a friend of mine told me she finally got her diagnosis after several years of being sent on a wild goose chase! Just tired of being miserable!

Thanks everyone who offered advice & suggestions and prayers I appreciate them all and it is very nice to have someone who can listen. Even if they don't know what to say.