Well Sally, first of all

I'm not doing so well with these diseases. I'm so tired of all of it. Not only is my MS flaring up, but the meds I'm on cause dry mouth. So I have three teeth that will be pulled next Tuesday. Then there's the periodic paralysis that is also acting up.

I'm dropping things constantly and unexpectedly, bladder leaking is getting much worse, can't remember conversations to save my soul (I completely forget what I'm saying mid sentence as well), fatigue is out of control and my insurance wont cover the med my doctor wants to put me on, I have to go surrender my license because even the doctor says that at this point she doesn't see me driving again, I can't fill out paperwork at all (my poor hubby has to do it), numbness in personal places at very in-opportune times, breathing is getting worse, trigeminal neuralgia keeps getting worse, optic neuritis also keeps getting worse, nausea has been so bad I can't hardly eat. I just can't seem to win, every time I think I'm getting used to a new symptom another one pops up to make me miserable.

But my son is in kindergarten this year. We all got Halloween costumes for a total of $10. Actually the cost was all for my costume because both of the kids' costumes were hand me downs from cousins. I love having a big family! My kids are very good at helping me when I need it, I also keep getting compliments from so many people on how well my kids behave.
When I need to cry because I just can't take it anymore my husband holds me and lets me cry it out.

So I just saw something on facebook that really got me thinking. It says, "DON'T QUIT. You're already in pain. You already hurt. Get a reward from it." Not really sure I can get a reward from MS but..... Thanks for the vent session and sorry I haven't been here lately, haven't been feeling good.

Kristie