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12-12-2012, 12:46 PM | #1 | |||
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Hi everyone..
Sorry I tend to drop off the face of the earth sometimes.. When I'm feeling better I am out doing all that I can. I have had my relapses.. I have learned from each and everyone of them.. EXCEPT I need to SLOW DOWN. This exacerbation is BAD. My vision has been so bad for two weeks now. Double-triple-sometimes quadruple vision. Weakness. Wobbling. Cognitive dysfunction. Tremors. Spasm. Bowl Issues. The horrible spins/vertigo. Which of course is followed by nausea. Moods are INSANE. Things that are not moving are moving. And no matter how still I sit, I'm still 'moving'. What concerns me the most is.. I am on day 3 of 5 days Solu-medral. And have not seen any improvements. On another bad note.. This is my 5th session of IV since I was diagnosed in 09. Another thing that's different about this drip that concerns me is I don't feel like I normally do when on IV. Usually I have energy, almost to the point of insomnia.. This time, I'm battling fatigue, before, during and after the drip. I am praying that this is just such a bad flare that It's taking more to get the inflammtion down.. Very scared that the solu-medral is not going to work anymore. When I finish this round I will be starting a monthlong taper of nasty Prednisone. My job that I found to work with me and this disease is a DELIVERY position.. So I am out of work until I can get the -non-drunk- eyes back on.. No medical assistance, no ssdi. I just don't know how I will make ends even come semi-close to meeting. My doctor sent me to the hospital to be admitted for these 5 days. I probably should have done so, but since I have zero insurance, I begged them to just let me come in everyday this week for hour long drips. Guess since life is, once again, put on hold.. I'll start the ssdi process all over again. I was also thinking about having my friend take me to DHS to apply for medicaid while I look this bad.. They seem to think I make all this stuff up.. YEAH I TOTALLY WISH ALL OF THIS WAS NOT REAL. I just want to go back to work and be like all the other healthy 25 year olds. Sorry for this depressing rant |
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12-12-2012, 12:52 PM | #2 | ||
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Thanks for the update, AynaDee. I am so sorry that it is so bad. The spinning and moving and vision- this sounds impossible to manage.
About the steroids- often the results take up to 6 weeks for me. And, I also do not get jazzed up and able to scale small buildings (or clean the house) while on it. Hang in there, ANN |
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12-12-2012, 01:04 PM | #3 | |||
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OMG WORST IDEA EVER! Definitely lost my balance 2 different times, one falling into a side cardboard stand of mini goldfish boxes.. oh how embarrassing.. I'm pretty sure the four people standing around me thought I was intoxicated.. If they only knew |
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12-12-2012, 02:10 PM | #4 | |||
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You poor baby, how horrible. Ann's right about IVSM taking awhile to show any good or improvement. Especially if you've had it a few times. It sometimes stops working, for some peeps. It stopped for me and it worked so well, the first time I was on it.. I hope that is not the case for you.
Hang in there and hang here and let us know when you start healing. Feel Better.
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12-12-2012, 09:28 PM | #5 | |||
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Im sorry you have to go thru all this. When I was on ivsm, I had it for 5 days, then taper with the prednisone. Had that for about 3 weeks. It never made me energetic, I was always sleepy and tired and for the life of me I couldnt stay awake. I had the best sleep I'd had in years. Once the ivsm was out of my system, I was back to insomia land It took almost 4 months for me to notice any improvement at all. This whole thing is such a wait and see game. Wait and see how it affects you, wait and see if the meds work, ugh !! Hang in there, we're all pulling for you!
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Dx RRMS April 1992 Yearly flares from 92 to 11 MS induced seizures 2002 Flare Oct 2011 Flare Dec 2011 Left disabled after 2 previous flares Betaseron '02, Copaxone '12, Tecfidera '13 (allergic reaction to all) No longer taking any MS therapy meds |
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12-13-2012, 11:13 AM | #6 | |||
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Also going to reduce hours again.. We'll see if 15 hours a week is acceptable by this disease.. MS is such a wimp.. Thanks for the support everyone! |
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12-19-2012, 12:38 PM | #7 | |||
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I am so very sorry you are going through so much!
Did you hire a disability lawyer when you applied for it the last time? That's what I had to end up doing, and it worked. IVSM is so strange, especially the side effects. When I get it, I totally lose my appetite and I can barely stay awake. I hope it works for you!
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12-20-2012, 01:53 PM | #8 | |||
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I wish we could at least charge MS rent for using our bodies |
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12-20-2012, 04:03 PM | #9 | ||
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Aw, that's a tough one to have this stupid disease AND have to fight for assistance! Gee whiz.
Hoping and praying that things work out for you. With love, Erika |
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12-22-2012, 04:12 PM | #10 | ||
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My lawyer was mostly useless. Social Security refused to pay her entire cut of the proceeds when I finally got disability 3 years after starting my quest for it. I had to do most of the work. She almost missed a deadline. My records were lost and my congressman had to find them (twice). I learned my lesson not to trust the MS group (I forget which one it was, the big one), because I informed them of my misery and they still had this lawyer as a speaker at gatherings. Good thing I had my husband to live off of while I tried to get Social Security. I fought hard to get this disability, perhaps would have been better off living on my husband's salary and then retirement, but I was determined to have justice. I got my private disability (through work) the very day I applied for it, and had a physiatrist study of my capacity, which the physiatrist said was so bad that I could not work at anything, let alone teach in front of 90 students a day. I was at a low when the physiatrist tested me and could hardly lift two towels from one table to another. But my abilities improved after going on the Swank diet for a while, and not being under the extreme stress of work; but of course I could hardly make out the SSA forms because of eye-hand coordination problems, even when I had improved. Later my eyes improved completely, although hands still weak.
I hate the system. They say there are cheaters, but I wasn't one of them, and I fought to get it! |
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