Thanks Tkirk

MS has strengthened my soul, not my body, but my soul. It has taught me alot. I've learned patience. and optimism.

I've read that when theres an area a message cant get through, that the body rewires that section so it can travel a different route. Thats amazing.

I need to start taking care of my soul, and watch my self thoughts. As those thoughts are whats feeding the body.. I forget sometimes and spiral into a slew of negative, hateful thoughts, and that's just not right.


SallyC-- I am so sorry to hear of the same situation for your cousin.. I wish they would've known we were there for them.. Maybe they did and just didn't feel they could come out of the dark hole they had fallen into. From this horrible experience, we learn to come together. At least I hope. Things are very rough and jagged right now. It's time for the anger part of mourning to kick in.

I am going over to their house today to hang with his brother and try to get my aunt out of her room and eat something. I cant stop worrying about them, especially her mental/physical health.

I just wish all the pain to go away.

Thank you all for the support. It lightens my heart a lil bit and thats really what I need right now