Called 3 times now to check and still no prescription.

This morning has been so rough. I could not walk on the treadmill, I had to stop so I didn't fall on my face. Walking my son to class was near impossible and took me twice as long as it had been.

I can barely lift a coffee cup to my mouth again, it takes two hands not to shake. My hips are back to their constant pain and feeling like they are being squeezed in a vice, that had eased considerably with the Amprya.

It's really hard having your symptoms go away for so long you forget about them and when they come back you just want to lay on the floor pounding your fists, kicking and screaming like a child scream NO over and over again.

It's even harder knowing all I have to do is take a pill twice a day to make things better. I keep trying to focus on the fact that there are so many people for whom this drug does nothing and if I'm just patient I will receive relief again soon. But for many they do not have that.

Even if it takes until next week I will manage this. It is definitely helping me to know what my new base line is after my attack at Thanksgiving. I had started the Amprya before that attack had finished and did not know what further permanent damage it had done.