Even though I do not have your disease, I have read your posts before on NT. I just want you to know that you are not alone in spirit. You do have friends here, and that is better, than sitting alone. I care about you too, and I am sorry you are suffering with MS. My cousin has it too. Would neuro muscular massage help you at all? This was offered to me for another condition, getting function of my arm back. Maybe ask your doctor if he knows anything about it?
It gets the blood and nerves to move, unblocks so to speak. Very old form of medicine over a thousand years old. I didn't believe in it, but it has helped me. I wish I had some other thing I knew about that could help. I will keep you in my thoughts today. ginnie