[yeahbut]

Had to call the neuro today - legs are full of spasticity - Buzzing down my neck & back is back (L'Mittes?) - tongue & half of face is numb..... so tired and pain in my legs.

Neuro is on vacation till Tuesday but I did speak to her nurse and she had me call my PCP - she had me increased my Baclofen to 80 mg a day - make sure I take my Darvocet tonight and call her in the morning to let her know how I am. The nurse at Neuro told me that everything that is going on is all part of MS and since I have a probable this will help with the dx. I don't want a dx if this is how I am going to feel. I want to be me again.....

Just wanted to check in before going to bed. I don't feel good and I know the depression isn't helping me.... I need to get over the feeling sorry for myself. Riverwild told me I was going to have the "why me" stage - I am here. Cried coming home from class tonight...... I don't want to feel like this. Why me I asked myself and that I remembered RW and I talking about it. This really stinks (wanted to use a harsher word but know I can't)

ok, I am going to take the Darvocet and head to bed - I just hope this doesn't last long and I am better soon.

thanks for listening and letting me vent.