my dd had a great day... i made it wed in the wc. but dh went with dd without me on day 2. so glad i made it day one and got to be a part of it.

i go tuesday to see my neuro. not sure what my options are. what do i do, just ride it out and either it will or won't get better? i'm very scared. have completely lost all use of left side o body. just keep getting worse.

hubby is doing good job caring for me. but it's suppose to be me taking care of him. i just want to keep saying i'm sorry,

i feel bad for my 16 yr old son. he and 18 yr old daughter re worried and should not have to be going thru this. it is not fair.

i know i'm whining...sorry...