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yeahbut 08-18-2008 09:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Blessings2You (Post 349261)

Yeahbut, I was doing FINE by the time you posted, because I'd already been asleep for about an hour! zzzzzzzzzz

:D

while I was typing I thought to myself "she is probably in bed by now but she will see it in the morning way before I am up!" :D

Twinkletoes 08-18-2008 10:52 AM

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Originally Posted by CayoKay (Post 349330)
B2y, I totally understand.

sometimes I just have to SEE a piano, and it almost makes me cry.

I stopped playing in 2002.

because I could no longer control my fingers sufficiently to do justice to Chopin and Beethoven...

I'm just glad your hubby was there to rub your back and console your heart, that's a blessing.

:hug:


Sheesh, Kay, I never COULD do justice to Roll over Beethoven and Let's go Chopin! They are 2 of my favorites, too! ;)

Yes, Blessings, do write a poem about closed doors and God opening windows. That would be good. :hug:

FaithS 08-18-2008 11:33 AM

Ohhh, B. I get it.

I play piano for church. Once a month. Haven't done it for 31 yrs, though. Played lots when I was in HS, but not so much, just occasionally for ~ 20 yrs. But, started again, about four yrs ago. Is really good for my soul. Play on a worship band for our comtemportary service. I do lots of improvising, playing just from guitar chords, rather than piano music. Have had to learn new skills. Love it.

Also volunteer once weekly at 2 different nursing homes to play piano there. I do hymns at one; big variety at another (hymns, oldies, classical, show tunes, whatever.)

When I'm in a flare, though, I don't have the cognitive abilities to play. Scares me. I get it.

Hard to count your blessings when you are experiencing losses. It's OK to grieve, Blessings. Sorry.

~ Faith

AfterMyNap 08-18-2008 11:55 AM

I personally understand your grief on many, many levels, B2. You have stored up many treasures in heaven and none are forgotten.

It's okay to feel the pain when pieces of our lives get stripped away so brutally and for no apparent reason. But, we both know that there are no coincidences and you may well have a new mission before you know it. He isn't finished with you, He just said, "Well done, good and faithful servant," on this one.

cricket52 08-18-2008 12:44 PM

Hi Blessings:

I feel bad for you. I too had to accept the fact that my feet couldn't find the right pedals on the organ and my left hand was not coping with technical pieces on the piano. I had to stop playing at church and at funerals and weddings about 15 years ago. I sold my piano and music. I can't manage an oboe or even a recorder anymore.

Since your problem is spasticity maybe the right meds will help. Serving as an organist is such an important part of worship for you and the congregation. I hope you can get back to it at some point.

DM 08-18-2008 02:12 PM

Hey B2! Losing a part of who you are is hard to adjust to. I had to give up a job that I loved, b/c I simply couldn't cut the mustard anymore. I used to run circles around everyone and rode my bike for miles. But, I had to adjust and it took a while. *still working on it, in fact*

You can just feel so good about all the years of service to your church, congregation and Lord that you have given. I think it's awesome. I think we all know what it feels like to have to give up something that brings us joy. Glad your'e feeling better about things and you have an incredible talent~ don't worry about faltering once in a while.

Maybe it's just time for you to sit back and listen to the music, as in stop and smell the roses. Thinking of you.....

AfterMyNap 08-18-2008 02:53 PM

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Originally Posted by DM (Post 349487)
I simply couldn't cut the mustard anymore.

*dodging dm's lightening bolt*

That's a load of carp. I shared a room with her, she can cut the mustard with the best of 'em!

:OuttaHere: :eek:

CayoKay 08-18-2008 08:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Twinkletoes (Post 349382)
Sheesh, Kay, I never COULD do justice to Roll over Beethoven and Let's go Chopin! They are 2 of my favorites, too! ;)

such a smarty pants, Twink !!

;):winky:;)

I was talking about Chopin's etudes and nocturnes.

and Beethoven's sonatas... eg: Sonata No. 14 “Quasi una fantasia” in C sharp minor Op. 27 No. 2, “Moonlight Sonata”

:D:p:D

I played that one for a friend's wedding, and made people cry.

:hug:

when my fingering got so bad I couldn't even manage *baby* pieces like Fur Elise, I cried my little eyeballs out, and SOLD my beautiful upright grand piano (hand-carved rosewood front panels, an 1895 Briggs from Boston)

Twinkletoes 08-18-2008 09:50 PM

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Originally Posted by CayoKay (Post 349777)
such a smarty pants, Twink !!

;):winky:;)

I was talking about Chopin's etudes and nocturnes.

and Beethoven's sonatas... eg: Sonata No. 14 “Quasi una fantasia” in C sharp minor Op. 27 No. 2, “Moonlight Sonata”

:D:p:D

I played that one for a friend's wedding, and made people cry.

:hug:

when my fingering got so bad I couldn't even manage *baby* pieces like Fur Elise, I cried my little eyeballs out, and SOLD my beautiful upright grand piano (hand-carved rosewood front panels, an 1895 Briggs from Boston)


Owwwweeee, you SOLD your beautiful piano? :(

Yeah, I'm talking about the same Beethoven and Chopin you are -- am listening to them on YouTube as I write this.

I would loved to have heard you play Moonlight Sonata at your friend's wedding. It's not nearly so touching when I make people cry with my piano playing, Lol! :D


Blessings, you working on that poem yet?

CayoKay 08-18-2008 10:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Twinkletoes (Post 349811)
Owwwweeee, you SOLD your beautiful piano? :(

yeah, it wouldn't fit in my suitcase.

;)


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