OK--I talked with another doc who is familiar with me and my injury and my illness-----

at least he agreed with not sending me to a ADCARE place----He was audibly angered by what he read in the computer-----This made me feel better----

then cry like a baby-----with what has happened-----so sick-----I have been made to nothing------

my health-pride--all gone...

I also called the Psychologist that I have seen---She moved---Took my call----She did not have access to me via the computer------But she was 100% for me----Saying this what not a head case etc----That my issue--Was---Get this----My Pain----Wow-----



OK---Why would the same doctor---Say Possible MS---And Yes MS hurts----Then Say MS is ABSOLUTLEY not a painful disease---------

I have such issues with this------- being a cop----getting stories like that pertaining to a crime-----You would throw 'em against the car --read 'em their rights as you radio it in as you search 'em;---Then they would go downtown and double talk the judge---

But seeing they are in white smocks----oooooh---they are in control to do and say what they will..


It went---MS
It may be your Back
we played there for awhile
Then IT may be MS-? Fibro whatever that is
Then Get off all your meds
Then another doctor says that is Borderline negligence----

Now I am here------The holidays---Keep me from any New appointment----I am told until then use the ER------That may work for others----I may have lost muscle and stamina-----But I am still one tough SOB------Who loathes games---Who considers himself important and hates being put off------Even worse---Being sold out-----As I feel I was----Or so says my ATTY for my injury and my work case-------Now---Understand this-----This Doc wanted me off everything---I was told one doc writes the scripts----He was taking me off what I was on that he had nothing to do with----Also the Head--Nuero was in Cali--He never talked with him-------But today doing some investigation----I find a connection between the Doc and one of the Deputies---Brass---Higher up-----Whom would love to see---My 20 years---as of Sept 2009 go up in flames---How crazy is that?