[Dejibo]

ok, I brought cheese to go with the whine!

I am sick of being so freaky tired. I am sick of my hubby taking many chores off my list, and encouraging me to just rest. I feel like my own life is going on while I sit on the sidelines and watch it play out. I am sick of people saying "but you look so good! you must be feeling much better." ACK! I am sick of shots! I am sick of being too cold, and then too hot, and then back to too cold. I cant even tell you how sick of the snow I am! I am sick of pills, and sick of this cold! My ears are infected for the 4 time in as many months.

I am sick of friends who dont understand that I CANT go with them for a 2 hour drive to a concert, and handle a 4 hour event, and a 2 hour car ride home! I love them, but cant do it. Many friends have just stopped calling. They are sick of me being sick. I cant blame them either!

I just want to wake up, roll over, poke the hubby and say...WOW, I had the wildest dream. I dreamed I had MS, and my life was HARD! I am so happy I dont have to really live like that. Get out of bed, and run off to my normal happy day.

Whew! thanks for the rant space.