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Hi there, I've been living with MS for about 1 year 1/2 and not many people around me know about it. I have problems accepting it maybe.. Anyways, just recently I've put some words to what I feel every day, all day living with this desease. Sometimes it helps when I try to explain it to someone.

I feel like I'm constantly walking towards a cliff, but thing is, I always stay about 10 feet from the edge, no matter how many steps I take. I'm expecting to fall in but I don't, I wake up everyday feeling the same as I did the day before. I KNOW I will fall in someday, I just don't know when. Even if I want to stop walking towards it, I can't. It's so scary.

I'm hoping some of you can related and perharps share what your feelings are?! Thanks!!