guess this illness makes us more vulnerable and insecure,

even if we don't want to think so.

and each of us responds to this in a different way.

and we all have our hard times, when we feel that we are constantly swimming against the waves, no matter what we do.

and we all want to do something to make it better, for us and for others in the same boat.

and I am sorry that this all turned out into such a fuss. this was not my intention. and am glad that you think I can do something for this community.

I promise to try and do my best.

alice