I hope you will find another physician who will listen to you. Most people do not fake a problem. After all, life is hard enough without adding to the mix. You can find someone who will address your issues. don't be apologetic for voicing your despair, it is OK, as we all loose patience when we are pushed into a corner. There are more compassionate doctors around that will listen and try to diagnose and treat you. I compain too at times, and I understand your feelings about being pushed away, and being told you have a mental issue. Let them live with these conditions of of ours, and have them be told it is all in their heads. I do wish you all the best. ginnie