During my hospitalization 4 years ago, I had a few days of normalcy, after which I had a rapid down-hill deterioration.

I remember walking in the street and thinking about how I am going to go back to full time work. I enjoyed every step I was able to make, every breath I was able to take, every bite and sip. I remember looking at the people walking on the street and thinking-Don't they realize what a wonderful gift this is.

And then I crashed into the reality...

So, I can understand how 3 months of this can make you think that all is well.